she and I cut off dealings, but for me

I still remember the day just to Shenzhen. In those days, so I really understand what survival.
Because the relationship of the mother, after graduating from university, I went to Shenzhen to go, to give up work in foreign companies, to help in the mother company. The so-called company, in fact, is the kind of shell companies. My mother and several of her relatives came to Shenzhen with dreams of wealth, can be considered with her company's employees in Shenzhen, a farmers' room inside, busy day, and meet all sorts of people. The mother's words, the business is touch, about out.
My mother when I was four, my life disappeared, and then suddenly appeared before my eyes when I was eighteen. For the adolescent, the mother in my imagination, which is a mysterious and intimate character. So when she said, after I graduated from college, help can come to Shenzhen, I did not hesitate to go.
Remember that my father did not say he was always this way, whenever I have to decide to do something, he always do not say that, even after I stood before him crashing He still said nothing.
I still remember that summer, I was carrying a box, came to the mother both office and residential history. The mother's first words, how do you dress so ugly. That day, I wear a simple white shirt and a long floral skirt.
Mother always suspected they are not handsome, as in her eyes, I find it difficult to find a rich boyfriend. Looks very young mother said to me, in front of outsiders, do not say I was her daughter, this year, a woman want to do business, to diving in, do not let people know the age, do not let people know that marriage The situation will be more cost-effective.
I sincerely think that this has never been living with the mother, she had experienced too much unitary difficult days, I should help her. So I agreed.
The next day slowly I began to understand the difficulties of life. I live opposite the house, lived in a dormitory for migrant worker from Hunan. They have to eat every day to see a lot of people are holding a bowl of rice, a bottle of chili sauce, relish eating.
Our lives are not rich. I found that my mother what businesses do, as long as we can make money, even if only a little. Others eat when my mother always rushing to foot the bill, but inside the home, every meal, always save only one vegetarian and one meat dish.
But my mother is that, even if the pocket is only two dollars, but also in front of others try and look like a millionaire as forthright. That is, until now, going around in circles, she was living this way.
My mother would often suddenly disappear for some time, so the landlord will find that I want to rent. His relatives every day meals. There was one day, my pocket, only two dollars, looking at them, looked at this place, I really want to cry. I do not know, the two dollars are used up, how to live.
The mother disappeared, I have to make your own money to support the family, but also to support myself. Relying on the relationship between the students, I received a single gift business. I still remember with me and my classmates, went to the factory inside of others to negotiate with others. But people soon see through my reserve price in the end is how much the contract was signed a little dingy. But whatever the outcome, a little money, the heart has been regarded as very satisfied.
On another occasion, my mother does not know where to drag to the 100 boxes of drinks, and transported to Shenzhen from the northeast. She disappeared. I scramble to find a warehouse to store these drinks, but began to worry for the storage charges.
The face of this a lot even I have not heard the name of the drink, and his classmates, his bicycle, start a small shop, a small shop to sell.
Really ask for is a thing of courage, to face the others mercilessly rejected, or is that simply do not want to Dali look, in retrospect, but fortunately at that time young, just out of school, but able to withstand these things are now, I really hard to imagine, but not like that time to do such a thing.
A result, braving the hot weather, I remember one afternoon, and raining, our bikes down to the ground, fell off a box of drinks from the back seat of the above. At that time, the moment there is a desperate feel that they can not do any thing. I know the students at that time and I have the same feeling.
Fortunately, this weakness only lasted a very short time, I remember, we propped the bike, continue to a shop, a shop to sell our beverages.
Finally, I remember, finally a good-hearted people have been touched us, so we made a little money, can finally solve the livelihood problems of the large group of people a month.
The day that lasted a few months time, I soon found out that me and my mother for the values ??of life, way of life is really much difference.
My mother always pick up some of her young girl to give me an example. So and so who married a rich old man, so and so who is married to a Hong Kong businessmen, or so and so who did the mistress, and she was so many real estate.
In the eyes of my mother's, money is the most important, in any case nor money to make life difficult, because only enough money to survive.
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